Thoughts from our first ever public sex video
Or… Becoming a MakeLoveNotPornstar
Written by Drew with lots of corrections and insights from CeCe.
Originally drafted as a short piece on our MLNP profile page, Ariel at MLNP got in touch and asked if we would like to write a more in depth piece for the MLNP blog. After a little hesitation (this could be seen by a wider audience than just the direct subscribers to MLNP, and there are implications to that) we decided to go for it.
Why did we upload our sex to MLNP? What concerns might we have? And why, even with those concerns, are we so crazy excited to keep doing it?
When we got the message from the curation team that our video had been approved and published live on the website I was so excited. CeCe was out at the time, and we were having one of those practical conversations that all couples have — talking about some new book shelves that we needed :)
Here’s our actual exchange when the news came in that our first video was live:
Suffice to say, we were both very excited.
As I sit here and reflect, I’m not entirely sure I fully understand all the emotions and thoughts that make up that excitement. There is an element of exhibitionism about it, and an air of the forbidden. There is the thought of others about to watch us, and, looking at our own video on the page and thinking (possibly immodestly) that we looked quite hot. There is CeCe’s orgasm in particular — which I never grow tired of watching. There is our love for each other, and there are even more feelings and emotions to go with this already long list.
So, how did we get here?
Two weeks prior to our first upload, CeCe saw a post on a ‘confessions’ feed on Instagram. A woman simply shared that her and her husband had started a profile on OnlyFans sharing videos of themselves having sex. That was the whole message on this confession feed, and we still don’t know who shared it or the URL of their OnlyFans page.
But that was all it took. This little message sparked a curiosity in CeCe and she told me about this post almost immediately after she saw it. And just a few minutes later, she asked me if I’d ever do something like that. Just like that, the tiniest spark landed on the dry tinder of our imaginations and it wasn’t long before the idea was alight in our minds.
Now, I think it is fair to say that there is a little more going on here than that one Instagram post. To be honest, we’ve been taking photos of each other for a long time. Our relationship was originally long distance, and, even when we got together I had to travel a lot for work. So naughty photos and salacious video calls were a part of our relationship from the start. In fact, I’d been looking through our photo and video history just a few weeks earlier, and wondered if we could do something with this beautiful, but languishing content. I for sure hadn’t — at that point — joined up the dots that lead to MLNP.
We also had a streak of exhibitionism in us, and a tendency to play with getting caught. Often having made love on beaches, shared balconies, in public parks or even out late in the middle of town!
So, after CeCe suggested the idea of taking our love online, we were immediately keen, but slept on it at first. We talked about it over the next few evenings, and every time we discussed it, we were both still keen. We thought it would be amazing for our relationship, encourage us to explore each other and our love in new ways, we thought it would be exciting to share our love with others, and we liked the idea of gaining a few dollars to maybe buy a treat here or there.
But it also comes with concerns. We’d be lying if we said we hadn’t considered potential impact on our family lives, social lives and professional lives.
However, every one of those concerns seemed to come down to someone else telling us how to behave, dictating to us how we should love and be loved. We considered the possible impact on each of the above, and we decided that we were ready for the implications.
We aren’t going out of our way to advertise what we’re doing to those immediately around us, but we’re also not going to be ashamed of who we are.
So we decided to go for it. But where? We looked around a few corners of the internet and found a few potential places to host our content, each with different approaches.
When we found MLNP, it immediately felt right. But we actually discussed this a lot, and gave all the platforms some really serious thought. After all, we were going to use the chosen platform to share our naked bits on the Internet and wanted to make sure we got that decision right! Eventually, after a lot of debate we did settle on MLNP because of the community, the actual real human beings with real bodies, the real sex and — although not part of our original thought process — some of the articles we read about the genuine healing and value that MLNP can bring to the world. We wanted to be part of the #socialsexrevolution
And with that, we went for it! We determined where and what we would do. I even drafted a few direction notes so we would know what we were going to do and could just go with it. On the day, we worried about the house looking nice, about ourselves looking nice. We shaved CeCe’s pussy that morning, showered, did up our hair, generally pampered ourselves and dressed up to undress.
And then we did it, we took photos and enjoyed each other, all observed and recorded on video. Making love while that camera was watching us, for the benefit of you to watch us… it’s an exhilarating feeling. Forbidden, liberating, scary, exciting, fun, joyful, exhibitionist but also private.
We enjoyed every moment, and I think that is very apparent in the aforementioned orgasm that shuddered across CeCe’s fabulous body :)
I got into the process of preparing for upload, picking the stills. I had to learn to edit videos, which is a big learning curve for me at this early stage. We both sat side by side at my desk when we submitted that first video, and shared a long cuddle after we hit ‘submit’.
And then we got the email from MLNP that we had been accepted. We had to sign up to the payment service, which took a day to sort out, and then, with all that sorted, we got the big news, our video was live, and shortly after that, refreshing the MLNPStar dashboard every few minutes like teenagers waiting for a lovers message, we saw that you were watching us!
I must confess that I’ve refreshed the ‘views’ count a lot since then. Watching the views counter increase. It’s not fast, but the number climbs and the thought that 200 people (and couples) have watched us fuck is really …exhilarating! There was the delight at the first comment we ever received (thank you Frans). It all feels so good. We love it. We are in love with each other and we love MLNP! And that’s why we want to make more, and why we have made more.
Since that first upload, we have published one more video, and already recorded two more, ready for editing and upload.
I once told CeCe that I wanted to stand on a rooftop and yell for all to hear — “This is CeCe, she is amazing and I love her!”
Sharing on MLNP feels very much like the same thing. Now you can watch as I love my wife and show her off to all. I love CeCe so much and I want everyone to see her as I do, and to see my love for her.
We feel like we have found our calling. It is coming so easily, naturally and joyfully, we don’t want to ever stop. I’m not sure where our journey will go, but I hope you will enjoy the ride with us :)
Love from
Drew & CeCe
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